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Name: Beatris
Country: Colombia
State: Md, G-Town
Birthday: 11/3/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: umm..boys...chillin with my friends...soccer, bball, i like watchin football....stayin as far away from school as possible..thats bout it..
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research


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Member Since: 2/23/2004

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Friday, November 11, 2005

i forgot this even existed...and i doubt anyone reads this..so this is the end..

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xangas arent the cool thing anymore..


Tuesday, April 19, 2005

so here are 2 of the poems ive written so far. they've been for english class..but i hope to keep writing..it makes me feel good about myself. tell me what you think...cuz i really wanna know!!

*If Only I Saw You*

A verbal mediator listening to the tears and laughter,
Hearing the barking dog, the music playing, and the voices talking.
With every word and every breath, the shakiness is heard.
Though expressions are not seen,
The voice on the other end is a picture of your face.
Finding comfort through a voice can never be true,
For all there is to want is to be there with you,
Just to have you say you love me too.
Wondering at times when the voice is there,
What new story it is that would be told today?
Would it bring laughter, or would it bring tears?
The only way to find out,
Is to put me close to your ear.
Let me whisper my new story to you,
And let your voice draw the picture of your beautiful face,
With the brown eyes that are only dreamt of at night.

 

most recent one is....

I Stand Here Crying

 

With everything you put me through,
I only wish you sometimes knew,

How much I put up with because of you.

I know you thought I wouldn’t bite,

But soon I hear you yell with all of your might.

With every tear that falls down my cheek,

I’m always left with one less word to speak.

Sometimes when I stand here crying,

I hear you near me,

And I know you’re spying.

It’s something you could clearly see,

If you only looked at me.

To pass the outsides so its deep enough,

Where it’s all so rough.

Running down is a tear,

 Which brings me lots of fear.

I feel relief when it comes down,

Even though it might make me frown.

With everything you put me through,
I only wish you sometimes knew.

 

 

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

i have the urge to write poetry...even though i suck at it...i wrote a poem..but its gay..and it doesnt make sense...i wrote it for class and got an A...i dont know how it happened though..maybe ill type it up later..

 

im bored..and i miss daisy and mars...i havent seen you guys in about a week! AHHHHHH lol...


Saturday, April 09, 2005

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: Yeap
02. Bought something: nope
03. Gotten sick: nope
04. Sang: yea, during curtains up. lol
05. Eaten: Of course.
06. Been kissed: by tia on the cheek. lol
07. Felt stupid: that never ends
08. Wanted to tell someone you liked them, but didn't: yea
09. Met someone new: yea
10. Moved on: nope
11. Talk to an ex: Yeah
12. Missed an ex: soooooooooooooooo fucking much!!
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: nope
14. Had a serious talk: yea
15. Missed someone: So badly...
16. Hugged someone: always
17. Fought with your parents: so many times
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yup..*sigh*

Social Life:

01. Best girl friend: TIA!, marina, daisy
02. Best guy friend: RJ
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Jon
04. If no, current dating partner:
05. Hobbies: nothing....i have nothing to do
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: i dont really like attention
08. What type automobile do you drive: I dont drive yet
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: no idea
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: prolly friends, cuz they can never let you down
11. Where is the best hangout: tia's house
12. Do you have a job: No
13. Do you attend church: never
14. Do you like being around people: most of the time

Who:

01. Have you known the longest: my brothers, daisy and marina
02. Do you argue the most with: my mom
03. Do you always get along with: rj, nickle, my brother, tara
04. Are the most trustworthy: tara and dre
05. Makes you laugh the most: jon and tia
06. Has been there through all the hard times: jon, and dre 
07. Has the coolest parents: tia
08. Has the scariest siblings: tia
09. Is the most blunt: dont know
10. Is the smartest: chris haag

Personal:

01. Who is your role model: my brother
02. What is one of your pet peeves: racists! people
03. Have you ever wanted someone you had no chance with: yea..seems to be my problem
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yea i guess
05: what "type" of person you always go after: funny, stupid, spanish guys. gotta be dark, umm, clean, you know?respectful, and yea. gotta get along with me, and not be embarassed to be with me, cuz im loud and stupid in public alot of the time. lol
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): never to tia.. i love her too much
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: FUCK YEA!
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? Neither but be dumped i cant be the dumper i feel sooo bad
10. Want someone you don't have right now: YES but thats not gonna happen so i need to get over myself
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yea..
12. Do you want to get married: yea, but not for a while.
13. Do you want kids: Yeah
14. Do you believe in psychics: nope i dont..
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: nope
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my hair. lol
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: im really understanding, and i can make everyone laugh
18. Are you happy with you: nope
19. Are you happy with your life: nope
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would just leave the world. i hate my family, and just everyone honestly.


Monday, April 04, 2005

boys are stupid...i dont get how they are just so fucking dumb...like damn...and all they do is test you, and just BS their way entirely.

 

i dont understand you!...and i probably never will...but whatever...



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